Pages

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

WORTHWHILE

It is easy enough to be pleasant,
When life flows by like a song,
But the man worthwhile is one who will smile,
When everything goes dead wrong.
For the test of the heart is trouble,
And it is always comes with the years,
And the smile that is worth the praises on earth
Is the smile that shines through tears

It is easy enough to be prudent
When nothing tempts you to stray,
When without or within no voice of sin
Is luring your soul away;
But it is only a negative virtue
Until it is tried by fire
And the life worth the honour on earth
Is the one that resists temptation - desire

By the cynic, the sad, the fallen,
Who had no strength for the strife,
The world's highway is cumbered today;
They make up the sum of life.
But the virtue that conquers passion
And the sorrow that hides in a smile,
It is these that are worth the homage on earth
For we find them but once in a while.

BLACK EXODUS

To whom i write that knows not,
Of course the secets of everyday life are hidden in ink and scrolls,
Such that the wise are separated from the ignorant,
Theres a noble cause that inspires me to write,
The very reason i shall say a thousand words and you pick none,
Simply because your caught up in self,
Hardly can you see beyond you,
For you bear the seed of selfcenteredness.

You probably might read this,
As you drown in the shalowness of your naked mind,
Appear as the saint but we all know there can only be one JANE EYRE
If by chance you gain sight,
I pray you remember this
That my heart was too heavy for you to carry
And that life is only a gift
If you choose to make it so...

The fool reads on,
Forgetting this was only a predicament,
Of a mind lost.

Rubbing faces

Take this not the wrong way,
Only yesterday,
The world was but black and white,
Today is gray
Groomed in the eve of fading sight.
I walk by faces,
Some painted with fat smiles,
The ground whispers,
Their shadows
Bearing long stubbing knives.

I rub faces with people,
with the virgin,
Wearing long skirts and dresses,
Yet breastfeeding in the night.
Who am i to raise a tongue?
A second back,
I undressed the stranger
In high heels.

I rub faces with slum child,
At school he but plays at breaktime,
To forget his empty stomach
Friends laughing at him,
He knows one word to survive
"mpako" (give me).
Mother from duty she returns,
Where she traded,
Goods between her thighs,
Putting food on the plate.

I rub faces with people,
For if theres any one
That deserves a second chance,
It is you,
For what it takes you to keep,
It takes you to have.

LIGHT BEYOND SHADOW

In the dim light and fading shadows

A child of noble use is but born

A mother to the nations of glory

One embraced by thorns

A woman washed in hot streams bringing together hearts torn



In the dim light and fading shadows

Her love like the nile flows northwards watering dry hearts

Her eyes bright as the sun rise from the East of Africa

Shining upon souls of men



In the dim light and fading shadows

A voice shouting arise! Arise woman!

Life giver!

Bearer of the nine months struggle

Have ye not known your strength and fame?

And thy name that is sung across oceans and jungles green?



In the dim light and fading shadows

Her light stands on a lonely hill,

Like a star in the galaxies,

She cries as she gives birth to love

That cures the curse that blindeth man.

Wewe Ninani?

Wewe Ni nani?

I am the ash of my ancestors,

The pieces of gray thoughts,

Stored in caves hanging on rock,

Neighbored by waters.





Wewe Ni nani?

I am the lost tribe,

Unplugged from the exodus,

Of my barbarian genesis

Divided by 19th Century Industrialization

Adopted for railways and farms- working

Baptized with a name new,

Edwin, "the black solid Lou East of Africa,

Son of my Mothers, Mothers, Mothers, Mothers, Mothers, Mother

Held by chains on neck and legs

Slaves to the Masters' cooked systems

Enhanced by pale ideologies.



Wewe Ninani?

I am informed,

Decorated with qualifications and skills

Speak English better than my Native tongue

I am taught to improve self

Capitalism with the doctrine of prosperity for I

Dreaming of this Utopia

Whose policies favor those at the top of the structure?

And the equality that is equal to only their need

It is the language that unites i

Thus you see the long pointed nose in every arena of influence

Perhaps the less privileged are less humane

They call me "educated"

Yet I see the oppression of this pedagogy.



Wewe Ni nani?

I am the sperm that fertilized the ovum

Graduated from the meek lonely zygote to fetus

Popped out as a son laughing for oxygen

Shocked and entrained with unfamiliarity’s

Of the world I yet to belong

Through Pampering and diapers nursing,

A parasite suckling and clinging to the nipple of life

Yearning for more and more on end,

To the old prince I am.

Masculine tight hard skin

The weights of generations hang below my high lands

Encroached between the forks of speed,

Traversing the pages to the desire of my seeds

That is me, the man under the eyes of a microscope



Haswa Wewe Ni nani?

I am freedom the voice that speaks

Africa the hand that writes

I am no slave

Simply an artist

That paints with words

Destiny

I Soul aches,

The weight of madness in blood,

Choke the breath of i pregnant will.



I but walk with bones broken,

Legs trembling with each stride,

To a faceless refuge,

Where in time;

I meet the scorthing heat of i brethren,

Melting away muscle and pride.



All organs rejoin dust but i eyes,



They can take all that deem i carnal

But the eyes of i destiny still blink

SOUNDS OF LIFE

Clop clop clop

The strangers hopping voice

Finds her way to i ears





Bizz bizz bizz

The ex gardener's sound

Buzzing the heaven out of i mind

The emancipated woman still seeking for a man in her





Echiew echiew echiew

The stuffy structure of Ugandan politics

Causing i to sneeze





Ding ding dong

Too early for christmas

Perhaps Easter Turkey for the priviledged

While street children sleep with bellies laughing





Oludeyo Onkumpasa....

Down the aisle with colored vows,

Only but for a while

She has the ring, the other woman has the man

Is the ring security enough?

For legitimitimizing sex changes not a man.





Hallelujah...Hallelujah Amen,

A conman dressed as a Pastor,

Selling miracles and blessings's fake,

Dare to say a word!

Do not talk ill about the "man of God"

I am sure he doesn't feed off the congregation,

Who are by the way not impoverished.





Ouuch, oooouuuc ooow ayaaa,

Stop! please stop!

Years later, a face unhappy,

Wasn't the wood good enough?

Turns out,

It didn't make the water boil,

And you wonder what all the noise was for.





Tick tack tick tack

Counting down the numbers,

If we only understood,

That the sounds of life need a face.

I MIND

So you are a flawless cival being.
With polished ideas always saying the right thing,
You mantain a place for everything. Discreet they call it.
Well that is you and i freely choose this path,
I choose to be a savage freed from all structures that long to enslave i.

I SEE YOU

I smell the cruelity of life floating in blood,
I see it fit that you trusted a stranger and have forsaken i,
Born from your clay line,
I see you lying through your teeth,
Hugging me when you actually detest i,
I see you talking behind my back, surely enough i do get satisfaction,
I see you advertizing my weakness, i guess i was not foolish enough to trust you,
I see you oppressing the less priviledged all in the name of titles.
I see you are the Boss that is why it is only fair to bark at me.
I hear you call me friend and i am also sure you know me well enough to know when i last shaved my privates,
I see that you are a christian, you keep your word and that is why you didn't call me even when you said you would,
I see you laughing at my flaws, i am sure you are perfect.
I see you becoming your true self after receiving the ring, that makes me proud of you,
I see that you see beyond my race, perhaps i would smile if you knew the color of my soul,
I see so many faces, so many colors,
Yet in all that isee not i
I see you but can't find me.
I close my eyes and there i find me.
All a while you are blinded by what you see, hear and know about me,
But you still haven't asked me why,
Why i close my eyes,
What causes me to say the things i say,
What hurts me deeply,
You simply can't
Because you actually do not know whether my heart is there or not.

EYES OPEN

Eye lids pacing north and south,

The hour which renders i sight numb,

The last thought to whom i hold dearly,

Slipping away like dusk's' pale face,

The architect of words with faces,

Yet the foundations of those that share my insanity stand but shaky.

I stretch the eye lid of my mind wider,

There i find hearts shapeless,

I laugh in painful sadness,

For often we vex our on.

Tears of the Sky

Clouds heavy,

The hour to which i dreadfully admire has but come,

Water broken,

Breathe carrying misty jewels,

Restlessly roaming the firmament bed,

Soft pelvic muscles intransigent,

Face pale, stretched pupil with soared sunken eyes,

Widely spread legs,

When I eyes meet the hole to whom many are betrayed,

Blood like cascades falling,

Mumbling words with a voice hoarse,

Screams she,

And with one big push,

She expels babies,

Dropping upon me with ceaseless cries,

I am sadly happy,

For once again,

The rain washes away i last memory,

Leaving i with cold wetness,

That causes i to yearn for warmth.

BEYOND EYES

Her sweet eyes gently poking i eyes,

Slowly and swiftly i drown,

In pitch blue madness.



Mind forms wings,

Which carry i to beautiful,

A place where only the deaf hear,



Like the weather of Githurai

She warms i with sunset nipples,

I heart stands erect.

She carress i with nude wind,

Causing i to thirst for her skin.



Her sight give i painful pleasure,

Her toes quench i thirst with admiration,

This moment forever chokes i past,

That when i eyes shut at dusk,

Beyond the eyes is Dafur whispering

Telling i how much she loves i.

Friday, February 17, 2012

BAG

Words like bubbles bouncing

Words whose faces keep changing

Words like a painter; so many colors

Words like a stranger whose strange face is adored



I am thinking

Do these words define me or is it just you

I am holding this bag

Maroon, leather,chocolate scented bag.

And again i am thinking

For it is not just the bag that i hold

But It is the love that i hold

And the owner that forever i behold..

WATER HEART

On water i but write

All memories known to me

All facets that deem me as human being

My blood floats

Of all salts that as a child i poured

My rib breaks,

It is that little page of the portrait that i tore

So i write on water

For all eyes may see this



On water i paint

All laughter that was birthed at dusk

And the thoughts of dawn will touch rock bottom

Perhaps the moon that bore four stars will smile

May be night will wear a mask

And the clown will cry instead of laugh



On my mind i unwrite

All thoughts that made you real

I write you as a shadow anchored to the dream that fades

For the next time i see you

I will be a baby reborn

And you will be that stranger

That crosses my path.

EYE DROPS

Drops of your smile shining from a mile

Yesterdays minds kissing with a doubtless face

Eyes mating in shadowy moonlight style

Dusk's heart bouncing to the giggle of fate less space

There in the song line of passions owing to rivers but the Nile

I behold the bosom that caused I skin to race



Eyes poking gentle skies whose cries melt the cold

Cascades of crystal talks like diamond stones out of mouths flashing

Desires growing gray like clouds for centuries old

That forever I gaze upon lips crafting life’s worthwhile King.

Painting the very essence of times pale and thoughts bold



I but sigh in memory of the first drop of sight that robbed i

For many but a few earn the honor that for them one might die

LIGHT BEYOND THE SHADOW

In the dim light and fading shadows

A child of noble use is but born

A mother to the nations of glory

One embraced by thorns

A woman washed in hot streams bringing together hearts torn



In the dim light and fading shadows

Her love like the nile flows northwards watering dry hearts

Her eyes bright as the sun rise from the East of Africa

Shining upon souls of men



In the dim light and fading shadows

A voice shouting arise! Arise woman!

Life giver!

Bearer of the nine months struggle

Have ye not known your strength and fame?

And thy name that is sung across oceans and jungles green?



In the dim light and fading shadows

Her light stands on a lonely hill,

Like a star in the galaxies,

She cries as she gives birth to love

That cures the curse that blindeth man.

SCHROLL

Are we but savages?

Do we have the legs to run this race?

For it is thy shadow image

That maketh a faded face



Are we but children?

Sucking breats from dusk to dawn

Will it be milk or chicken then?

Lest we be named clowns.



Are we but lawless?

Birthed with or in inpure seed?

Perhaps we are heartless

Forsaking the one that did bleed.

SO LONG

So long my fair friend,

It had been a while,

Oceans have come to an end,

We cannot move the mile.



So long my fair friend,

The past had its tears

In vain the torn we tried to mend

Again and again clouded with fears.



So long my fair friend,

Enough of the stories,

If by chance we blend

Let the silence be a sign.

THE I AM

I am a guest to untold speech

I walk among humanity unnoticed

Sneak previews at the pitch

Sometimes i fly like the mist

Many call me the unsolved mystery

Yet i hate to belive in illusion

My eyes like an eagle's from miles away see misery

And what many call sheer felicity is confusion

Trace my thoughts and those without faith soon linger

I am visible to those that embrace simplicity

The proud are haunted by life's thunder

Yet camly i reside in doers of humility

Can any one detouch a shadow from a being?

Perhaps make the night morning and morning night?

Or even may be collect numerous stars then hang them on your cieling.

What is impossible to you is inevitable to me,

For i am the son sitted at the right.

They yearn for the world and hunger after desires of flesh

Yet in the end head for destruction

Blood i shade in love sin i forbade

How i long for them to know my ressurection.

KISSES OF NATURE

I glide on a snow white christmas paper orb,

I glisten on a natural fragrance of sizzle,

Rears go forever now calms on a soothy voice of green pasture,

Clear clouds and skies,

A song melody lyrical bold yet to come,

On the stars that handy i posses,

In blue colors and purple,

A squirel in leisure moves

Clop clop clop....

A sensous glow of numbers,

Countless of natures abaundance,

For the sea proves an intricate freshness of gulls.

Waters ebb with grewel,

Dazzle with sun set on.

A horizon smiles at me,

With daffodils on media.

Prospect humors the hand that writes,

Not jesty, lasty by chocolate colour.

Nails trimmed, ever tidy on a clear rainy season.

A sparrow passes past, so swift fly.

I ever know natures romantic

Till talks my heart fill.

BORNE OR EBONY

Dear soul that dwells amongst serpents

Hast thou no sight?

Have the times merry washed away all truth?

Is yesterday's thorn not enough?

Your blood tears fill the skies

Yet that smile you wear

You say you are strong

Who then carries the weight of your burdened heart?

You say it will be okay

Yet past salts haunt thou fate



Is it you masked in thick skin?

For the heat of close faces slowly melt

And the ice that was once firm

Is washed in memories whose legs grow not weary



Dear soul

You say you have those you call dear

Yet they but bear knives

You shake hands with clowns

Who batter your dreams

Is it your mind or heart that deems you weak?



I pray for dear soul

When the moon passes by

And you choose to bite the hand that feeds you

Bite the other

For ebony will be re- born

And only the blind will see.

EGO ASHES

I mind like an eagle soaring

Yesterday’s sun had but two fangs

One plunging in I skin

The other tearing I heart

Her Rays penetrating beneath I skull

Memory of today’s smile fades

The shadow to whom I belong

Dancing away in moonlight sight



Yesterday

I met her that speaks of the faith

Yet upholds the serpent

Words that proclaim truth

Deeds breed vice

I mind racing like Pharaohs chariots

To whom do I confide I but ask

For mankind is but filled with void



Tomorrow I disown her thoughts

I but look in her eyes

And I fury burns her ego to ashes

Judge me not mortal man

For it is difficult to be loyal

To the one that stabs you on the back

SPREADING WINGS

I spread my wings For you make me feel like the milky way is a second away I am not scared to fly For these feelings make me realize you deserve a ring You are my twin mind You break all the rules with me You do not impress me; you arrest me You do not call me baby; you call me your man You are not a girl friend; you are my woman So i pause again and breath Yes you are poetry that never ending impulse, You are not just words, You are me; the unseen that only one can catch.

Thursday, February 16, 2012

WHO ARE YOU

Wewe Ni nani? I am the ash of my ancestors, The pieces of gray thoughts, Stored in caves hanging on rock, Neighbored by waters. Wewe Ni nani? I am the lost tribe, Unplugged from the exodus, Of my barbarian genesis Divided by 19th Century Industrialization Adopted for railways and farms- working Baptized with a name new, Edwin, "the black solid Lou East of Africa, Son of my Mothers, Mothers, Mothers, Mothers, Mothers, Mother Held by chains on neck and legs Slaves to the Masters' cooked systems Enhanced by pale ideologies. Wewe Ninani? I am informed, Decorated with qualifications and skills Speak English better than my Native tongue I am taught to improve self Capitalism with the doctrine of prosperity for I Dreaming of this Utopia Whose policies favor those at the top of the structure? And the equality that is equal to only their need It is the language that unites i Thus you see the long pointed nose in every arena of influence Perhaps the less privileged are less humane They call me "educated" Yet I see the oppression of this pedagogy. Wewe Ni nani? I am the sperm that fertilized the ovum Graduated from the meek lonely zygote to fetus Popped out as a son laughing for oxygen Shocked and entrained with unfamiliarity’s Of the world I yet to belong Through Pampering and diapers nursing, A parasite suckling and clinging to the nipple of life Yearning for more and more on end, To the old prince I am. Masculine tight hard skin The weights of generations hang below my high lands Encroached between the forks of speed, Traversing the pages to the desire of my seeds That is me, the man under the eyes of a microscope Haswa Wewe Ni nani? I am freedom the voice that speaks Africa the hand that writes I am no slave Simply an artist That paints with words (Poem performed at the monthly Azania Experience on the 15th Feb 2012